♥7:36PM
alright... i've finally changed my status from "blog dead" to "active mode". dots. hmms... i feel so frustrated... so i've decided to just throw everything out of my mind here... so this is it... a guy got my namburr and started texting. and... just so... he likes me oradi... alright... denn ........... here comes e prob... i don wanna get into any bgr.. cos... firstly, i cant go out... and my parents wouldnt approve me on having BF.. secondly, i wanna concentrate on my studies... i guess im stil young for all this BFs and stuff... so yeah... and there he goes... "i'll wait for you... no matter hw long it takes... and bla bla bla". so at first i was touched abt everything he had done.. and he said he wouldnt mind if i cant go out. bud i realised sth... i stil had feelings for ym. so........ tings became more and more complicated.. and i had more 顾忌.
bud i met him today... we talked. and i gave him a hug wen i left. wen i got hme, my heart tells me that i shldnt contact him anymore... he shld forget me.. so i text him... and i said it maybe the last tym he'll see me. plus i asked him to forget me. so the standard reaction i received was... "i wont forget you. maybe you still dont know me well.i can wait for a person very long.. and i've decided to wait for you.. its okay if we din mit.. bud just let me wait for you.." alright. and btw...i've confronted ym. and he said his cousin and sis had persuade him to go for me.. bud he was afraid to love again. so thats wat keeps me hanging.bud i do know that its impossible i'll get tgt with ym.. cos he's deeply in love with summ... GIRL.. who had rejected him for a 100 times.
and now... he text me saying that he'll forget me bud asked me not to avoid him. bud its impossible to forget summ1 you like wen she's constantly texting you right? so idk wat to do nw... i feel so 无奈. its like.... thats practically no one to help me out. haiis.............. i hope there'll be summ1 out there who sees this... and give me some advice. tks.
♥8:23PM
just woke up not long. had rested for 2hrs since i came back from lunch after skoo with my mum at shaw. was dam tired cos i slpt at 2 plus last nite just to fin the teachers day card. i've gotten my chinese o level result. guess watt? i've gotten a1!! was dam happy till i cried. it was so shocking. damn it. lols((: i seriously tot i couldnt get an a. mayb a b3 at least. its not like i've finished the paper. it was half-done. my section 1 letter-writing din finish. bud i wrote alot for section 2, like 4pages i ting. lols. cos i studied on the topic. thats y its soooo easy. hahas! bud i spent too much tym on section 2 that i din manage to fin section 1. lols. anyways, mayb my oral pull me up cos i've got a distinction in oral too. so yeahs... feel so relax right nw. AND the best ting is that i stand a higher chance to go sajc! hahs!yay yay!!!!((:
♥11:21PM
LOVE is such a powerful feeling. One does not have to spend money to express his or her LOVE. neither does he have to tell the whole world how much he or she loves the person. A simple word of care can mean a lot to a person. it brightens up the day! so grab this chance and care for yr love ones!((:♥
WATCH THE VIDEOS! ITS SO SWEET!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7qUs2H7QTk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rexUdNhPFVI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6IpmR-_v6TQ
♥11:01PM
my parents just went out.. goin pub again.. hmms im so bored right nw.. prelim just round the corner. gosh! ting i wouldnt do well again. wat a failure! ugh!
anyways. forget abt it. lets talk abt the new him! hahas. im so crazy over him man. its like.. i've been goin in fb on and off just to c whether he has posted sth new on my wall. i feel so stupid. bud... i dont mind doin it again and again. ahahs! his eyes r so.... mesmorising!. that very day i talked to him, it feels great baby.. i cant express it out.. its so amazing! hahas. tks to cassidy((:
he's got a different personality fm cassidy. at least not as bad as him. i don mean to say that cassidy's not a gd guy and stuff.. just that.. i feel that he's parents spoiled him. he's like so... look dwn on pple. so wat if he's got all the branded stuff?.. it doesnt mean ANYYTHING! and that explains why he has got so lil frens. idk hw popular he is among his outside frens, bud at least.. he isnt popular in skoo... even if he is, its just bcos he's got a nice-looking face. thats all! anyway, i've always noticed him. and the best part is, he has got a tatoo on his chest. at first i tot he was just faking it wen cassidy told me. bud cassidy dared him. so yeahs.. he shown me.. ting it shld b quite a big one. i just took a glance at it. for just one pathetic second. hw i wish i can c the whole picture! looking forward to that. and i ting i might have a chance. if cassidy ever call me at to mactable again.hahas((: im so naughty. hahas. i skipped lessons. bud i ting thats worth it if im able to c him again((:
love and kisses. to him(:♥
♥10:34PM
im doing my own geog notes right nw.. goeg of food. ugh! half-day of skoo tml.yay! bud im stil gonna have a chem test.. bud im not worried. lols.. i feel relaxed. i kinda like chem nw.. its summ kinda fun. i love all the chemical formulas and stuff. hahas.. tks to ms thiru.
ms tan is away fm skoo until next tue. she had a one week mc. ting she probably have H1N1 symtoms. lols!
