Life is meaningless without you by my side.. :D

2009-12-27T19:36:00.002+08:00

♥7:36PM
alright... i've finally changed my status from "blog dead" to "active mode". dots. hmms... i feel so frustrated... so i've decided to just throw everything out of my mind here... so this is it... a guy got my namburr and started texting. and... just so... he likes me oradi... alright... denn ........... here comes e prob... i don wanna get into any bgr.. cos... firstly, i cant go out... and my parents wouldnt approve me on having BF.. secondly, i wanna concentrate on my studies... i guess im stil young for all this BFs and stuff... so yeah... and there he goes... "i'll wait for you... no matter hw long it takes... and bla bla bla". so at first i was touched abt everything he had done.. and he said he wouldnt mind if i cant go out. bud i realised sth... i stil had feelings for ym. so........ tings became more and more complicated.. and i had more 顾忌.

bud i met him today... we talked. and i gave him a hug wen i left. wen i got hme, my heart tells me that i shldnt contact him anymore... he shld forget me.. so i text him... and i said it maybe the last tym he'll see me. plus i asked him to forget me. so the standard reaction i received was... "i wont forget you. maybe you still dont know me well.i can wait for a person very long.. and i've decided to wait for you.. its okay if we din mit.. bud just let me wait for you.." alright. and btw...i've confronted ym. and he said his cousin and sis had persuade him to go for me.. bud he was afraid to love again. so thats wat keeps me hanging.bud i do know that its impossible i'll get tgt with ym.. cos he's deeply in love with summ... GIRL.. who had rejected him for a 100 times.

and now... he text me saying that he'll forget me bud asked me not to avoid him. bud its impossible to forget summ1 you like wen she's constantly texting you right? so idk wat to do nw... i feel so 无奈. its like.... thats practically no one to help me out. haiis.............. i hope there'll be summ1 out there who sees this... and give me some advice. tks.

2009-08-19T20:25:00.007+08:00

♥8:23PM

just woke up not long. had rested for 2hrs since i came back from lunch after skoo with my mum at shaw. was dam tired cos i slpt at 2 plus last nite just to fin the teachers day card. i've gotten my chinese o level result. guess watt? i've gotten a1!! was dam happy till i cried. it was so shocking. damn it. lols((: i seriously tot i couldnt get an a. mayb a b3 at least. its not like i've finished the paper. it was half-done. my section 1 letter-writing din finish. bud i wrote alot for section 2, like 4pages i ting. lols. cos i studied on the topic. thats y its soooo easy. hahas! bud i spent too much tym on section 2 that i din manage to fin section 1. lols. anyways, mayb my oral pull me up cos i've got a distinction in oral too. so yeahs... feel so relax right nw. AND the best ting is that i stand a higher chance to go sajc! hahs!yay yay!!!!((:

2009-08-09T23:21:00.004+08:00

♥11:21PM
LOVE is such a powerful feeling. One does not have to spend money to express his or her LOVE. neither does he have to tell the whole world how much he or she loves the person. A simple word of care can mean a lot to a person. it brightens up the day! so grab this chance and care for yr love ones!((:♥
WATCH THE VIDEOS! ITS SO SWEET!

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2009-08-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

♥11:01PM
my parents just went out.. goin pub again.. hmms im so bored right nw.. prelim just round the corner. gosh! ting i wouldnt do well again. wat a failure! ugh!
anyways. forget abt it. lets talk abt the new him! hahas. im so crazy over him man. its like.. i've been goin in fb on and off just to c whether he has posted sth new on my wall. i feel so stupid. bud... i dont mind doin it again and again. ahahs! his eyes r so.... mesmorising!. that very day i talked to him, it feels great baby.. i cant express it out.. its so amazing! hahas. tks to cassidy((:
he's got a different personality fm cassidy. at least not as bad as him. i don mean to say that cassidy's not a gd guy and stuff.. just that.. i feel that he's parents spoiled him. he's like so... look dwn on pple. so wat if he's got all the branded stuff?.. it doesnt mean ANYYTHING! and that explains why he has got so lil frens. idk hw popular he is among his outside frens, bud at least.. he isnt popular in skoo... even if he is, its just bcos he's got a nice-looking face. thats all! anyway, i've always noticed him. and the best part is, he has got a tatoo on his chest. at first i tot he was just faking it wen cassidy told me. bud cassidy dared him. so yeahs.. he shown me.. ting it shld b quite a big one. i just took a glance at it. for just one pathetic second. hw i wish i can c the whole picture! looking forward to that. and i ting i might have a chance. if cassidy ever call me at to mactable again.hahas((: im so naughty. hahas. i skipped lessons. bud i ting thats worth it if im able to c him again((:

love and kisses. to him(:♥

2009-08-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

♥10:34PM

im doing my own geog notes right nw.. goeg of food. ugh! half-day of skoo tml.yay! bud im stil gonna have a chem test.. bud im not worried. lols.. i feel relaxed. i kinda like chem nw.. its summ kinda fun. i love all the chemical formulas and stuff. hahas.. tks to ms thiru.

ms tan is away fm skoo until next tue. she had a one week mc. ting she probably have H1N1 symtoms. lols!

2009-07-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

♥11:35PM
first of all.. i'll like to say that i love my baby cassandra !!! hahas.. she's sick tis days.. got a high fever, cough and stuff.. gosh.. luckily she wasnt taking o's tis yr.. ((: pray hard tat she'll b alright soon..god bless! love you baby........always.........
and hey hey.. i came in cos mr HAN TIANYANG say i din make any post.. so yeahs.. shall jus write summ stuff..
prelims round e corner.. im afraid.. i couldnt make it.. i hadnt study enough.. at least stil not ready yet.. bud time doesnt wait.. it goes so fast tat i cant even believe im sec 4 nw.. sec4.. and the next min.. it'll b end of the yr.. awaiting for the results.. and its e end.. whether or nt i cn go into my ideal jc will depend very much on a piece of stupid paper.. all my efforts will b reflected on tat piece of paper.. i really do hope that i cn get wat i wanted so much... its so.. crazy. gosh.

im here doin tis 毕业感言 right nw.. i dont know wat to say. serious. its kinda sad afterall.. after all tis years of hardwork.. its the end.. i may or may not keep in contact with my bff.. my girlfriends.. my dearest classmates.. bud we definately will make new frens later.. and sooner or later.. our relationship wouldnt b as good as b4.. and tats for sure.. haiis..
anyways.. i do wish tat i cn freeze this precious moment tat im having right nw.... just .... this very moment..

i've made a new fren again.. and his name is ken. i really dont know hw he got my nambur.. bud i've spoken to him this few days.. he's 20. it may sound old.. at least it is to me.. cos i stil couldnt believe tat im 16 tis yr.. (: bud cum to tink of it.. he IS just 4 yrs older.. so.. yeah. anyways, i come to know tat he's in army.. bud he took up jobs offered der.. so he'll b able to ride his bike.. sound kinda cool afterall.. hahas..((:and yes.. he asked me out again~~just summ kind of standard procedure.. lols.. i ting im used to it. bud im stil tackling on e prob... trust me.

lols.. i've got so much to say.. cos its seems like its been yrs since e last tym i got in here.(:
im stil feeling sad.. i just couldnt believe that gengnan got married on feb tis yr.. its really.. unbelievable.. i ting its more of acting on impulse than just being mature. you noe. its really really stupid to get tied up so earli. i mean.. you can get a gf.. bud you have to b sure that she's the one you need.. you love.. and then get married right? moreover.. his parents is stil supporting him.. not physically.. bud at least financially. cn you imagine that a married man is stil taking money from his parents? omg. its .. just.. STUPID. gosh. i cant believe that he's my fren. a good one still.

2009-07-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

♥1:22AM
talking to phong nw.. hahas. hmms just went out of facebook. hms added lots of frens.. most of them are pri skoo frens.. added nic recently.. realise he's in a relationship with summ random girl.. lols. hope they'll last long.. ♥

for summ random night.. i dreamt of him.. lols.. so so random.. its like.. haven been tinking of him for so long.. no contact.. no nth.. ((: he's so dam cute cns.. at least i stil got his photo.. bud not front face uhs.. ): bud i stil got yrbook.. hahs! cutie!bleahs..

ohh yeahs.. thursday was dam scary cns.. i walked back hme.. and den on the way back, des a random guy ard twenties just pass by me.. and coincidently i finished texting my fren.. den he look at me and talk to me!! gosh.. he seems to b askin for my nambur. bud he look so 色. gosh.. i dam scared lohs. cos dunno hw to reject mahs. den luckily allyn col up.. lols.. if not i die siia.. cos he actuali left le bud came back again.. like wanna hold me uhs.. after allyn col den he run away.. hahs!! heng siia.. next tym don dare walk der alone le.. ~~

hmms.. i miss him siia.. bud der wouldnt b a chance i will talk to him again.. or rather b frens with him.. he also got gf le wors.): anyways.. hope i cn mit 1 like him in jc barrhs.. looking forward to goin jc! hahas((:
bud meanwhile im also afraid to go into jc.. cos i will b goin alone.. without knowin anybody.. ughs! hope i cn mit summ1 i know.. den wont b so malu.. !if not will b dam bored .........

everybody is like.. keep asking me out.. haiis.. if its after my o's, mayb i stand a higher chance to go out barrhs. hope.. hope..
lovings.. for him.. and my dearest cass and frens♥♥

2009-07-05T01:25:00.012+08:00

♥1:29AM

my recent photos!!!lovings baby((:

me, titaya and alex went to starbucks cos des a remedial at a later time..♥

alex's strawberry and soursop fruit juice.. the colour is dam sweet.. so i decided to take a photo. hahs!

my act cute face.. ((: hehes.

my mum's leg tatoo..♥

and yes.. its him.. des a special meaning to it.. hahs! loves.♥

2009-05-01T22:55:00.003+08:00

♥10:55 PM
hmms haven been cumin in for so long.. almost forget bout it.. cass reminded me today.. so yeah..
anyways.. im tired.. so wont be writing long.. having a headache right nw.. sucks..
had my eng paper ytd.. din fin my compo.. bud.. i din care.. din expect any good results either.. i almost doze off while having my paper 2.. lols.. bud managed to fin.. just.. scribbling.. dont even noe what im writing.. lols..
hmms.. i've made 2 frens in the past few days.. bud i din talk to 'em alot.. just intro and stuff.. not interested anyway.. hahas.. (getting mean) !!
guess what.. i got darren's namber.. talked to him.. ^^ but it din turn out to be gd.. he changed.. alot.. no longer the old darren.. hated it. gosh.. i hope i cn freeze the tym.. hope..
he's stil with jolene.. so yeah.. i din talk to him anymore.. anyway it doesnt make a difference to him.. so.. just forget it.. i hope my presence wont disrupt his life.. and i doubt it will.. bud i do hope i cn c him summ day.. ((:he's grown up.. having a career.. a perfect life.. gd buddies.. gd gf.. yeah.. perfectly fine.. (: glad he is.. (:
and lastly.. i regret what i've done..
if im able to do sth.. i hope i cn just go back.. to ........there..
life sucks.. smiles♥♥

2009-03-24T19:59:00.003+08:00

♥7:59PM

hmms.. just came in since i've had summ tym.. went marine parade on sat.. as mentioned in my previous post.. it was my third tym cycling! lols.. we cycled from mac to jetty.. din stopped halfway like previous rounds.. probably cos its nt with close frens or whatsoever.. with "strangers" who turn out to be frens later.. lols.. so.. yea.. til we reached jetty, it was closed.. for summ kind of renovation or sth?.. whatever it is.. dampens us.. unwillingly, we simply cycled back.. lols.. treat it as an exercise lurhs.. :)

we left that area at abt 8plus iie tink.. that headed off to lavender foodcourt.. ate my usual stuff. eugene(the fren's son)suggested goin pub.. so.. we went lurhs.. bud that was a new pub.. to me.. guessed my parents had went der quite a few times b4.. and noe wat?.. people der can really sing.. and guys der play billard well.. Plus.. young guys der round my age are rather handsome.. hahas.. :D
so.. had a "great" tym der.. was only enjoyin to have eugene.. with me.. cos if nt, i'll be dam freakin bored.. sittin der stoning.. bud anyway.. we left at abt 2plus 3..

sun.. the only great tym i had was.. at night.. watchin TWILIGHT.. hahas.. omg! im in love with that edward.. lols.. he has touched me man.. with his actions and words.. gosh.. i heard titaya sayin that the book was even nicer than e movie.. So.. i started reading e book this morning.. while waiting for bus, while waiting for fren.. bla bla. just get hold of my every second to study my edward.. hahas..((:and guessed wat?.. i've read fm 1 to 146.. just within that free tym i have.. hahas.. amazing isnt it?.. i tink iie cn simply fin that book within a few days.. if i have that extra tym.. just hoping that ms tan doesnt come tml.. and i'll have 2extra periods to read it.. hahas.. (okay.. im being rather mean to curse hur.. sick)hahas.. nevertheless, looking forward for the 2nd, 3rd and 4th movie! hahas.♥♥ smiles

2009-03-20T23:56:00.004+08:00

♥11:57PM
just fin tuition.. went to c shane's blog.. wth man.. better call that stupid hacker fuck off man.. fuck llo.. never c such a bustard person leiis.. hack into people's acc.. then say what.. "make the same blog as me".. wth llo.. cb leiis..
feel like whacking that person..
one stupid hacker made me so angry.. wth..
forget it.. not worth it anyway.. cant change anything too..
hmm.. so so.. haven fin my hw.. dam it.. its like.. unlimited hw lla.. And its 1 week only noe.. 1 week give 1 month hw.. call the teacher go die lla.. siiao ehs.. And stupid thing is.. call us do hw.. but in the end also never mark.. wth.. call us do for nth.. ting we like alot of time llorhs..
anyways.. my dad asked me to go marine parade der cycle tml.. bud have to c first lla.. if cant finish hw den don go llorhs.. stay at hme do stupid hw.. lols.. contradicting.. --'
anyways.. ting im gonna go.. cos don feel like staying at hme.. and do hw.. its been so long since the last tym iie went out.. so.. im gonna relax awhile.. b4 my sch starts.. phew!♥♥

2009-03-14T21:18:00.005+08:00

♥9:19PM
just went in to c my blog..and received an unknown tag.. lols..wonder hu was it..:D

anyways.. just finish my maths tuition.. And got lots of holiday assignment.. haiis.. iie rather des no hoilday.. since i'll stil have to go back to sch.. makes no diff rite?.. and des even more hw than normal sch days.. thats even worst.. wth.. lols..

ytd msged qiwen.. thats like abit of a mission impossible.. cos i've not talked to him for so long.. and.. for dunno wat reason, our relationship isnt like d usual gor and sis relationship le.. haiis..

bud anyways, we've managed to stay in contact.. ♥♥

2009-03-13T23:00:00.003+08:00

♥11:01PM
this post is made specially for "someone" de..
yea yea.. iie steady de hor.. made this post for uue le..感动吗？hahas..
noe iie still owe uue herbal tea.. wait till iie learnt hw to do le den make for uue barrhs.. ++plus 爱心 one kays..((: hahas..
hmmm.. seems like uue & yingni's relationship kinda bad this days? or has it always been like that?.. sometimes quarrel den sometimes very gd de?.. mus b barrhs.. hahas.. ((:sweet uhs?.. tel me wen uue're gonna ask her for stead again uhs?.. :D lucks!

btw.. i've been saying interested cos afterall.. we've known each other nt long.. not till the stage whr i.. adores uue??.. :D

And if uue have notice, we have nth much to say.. unlike uue and her.. so.. its obvious that she's more suitable for uue..

And.. though uue said uue're nt hur "bf".. bud uue acted like one.. so no one's gonna believe uue're JUST FRIENDS.. ((:lols
And iie do believe uue stil have feelings for hur..

iie've been treating uue like a girl.. cos.. uue said uue and her is just normal friends, yet uue stayed with her, slpt with her.. or rather, do things that couples WILL/MAY do.. if iie treat uue like a girl, den doing this wouldnt be weird..isnt it?

iie couldnt treat uue like a guy.. cos obviously yr action tells me uue r in love with her.. bud anyway.. thats just wat iie c.. my point of view might b different with yrs..ANYWAY.. im gonna end this post right now.. so.. iie might just do another post for uue next tym.. :D..♥♥

2009-03-07T00:10:00.006+08:00

♥12:11PM
i've jus realised, iie hadnt published out my post on the valentines day one.. lols.. okays.. heres it..

though we've( hope uue noe hu m iie refering to) broken up, bud iie would stil like to thank uue.. for yr valentines day gift.. iie believed uue have spent lots and lots of tym doing that.. folding the hearts..

iie appreciate it very much dear.. uue have showed me yr sincerity in presenting me this gift..

once more, i've to say this..

tks for whatever uue've did for me..

its pity we couldnt b tgt.. pity in a right way..iie meant

Bud anyways.. hope uue cn find yr ms right..

Good Luck in order to achieve that! :D

btw.. Hope uue cn use yr tym wisely.. i've realised that uue're wasting yr tym doin unnecessary stuff. jus for sake of killing tym.. awaiting for the ns period.. guessed this isnt what uue should do.. ?.. at least do summ meaningful stuff. uue're 19.. uue cn do alot of tings other than jus rot at home, play com games.. or do yr 2,3 hrs of part time job.. uue've so many tym.. don't waste it.. make good use of it..

thats all i wanna say.. its up to uue to listen or nt..

okays.. have a good rest.. and niites.. :D♥♥

2009-03-01T17:25:00.003+08:00

♥5:26PM
hmms had tuition tis morning on eng.. with a sci tuitor..(iie noe it sounds wierd.. hahas).. den slackin the whole day.. nt doin ANY hw.. lols.. does that sound like i'm a bad student?.. guess it does, more or less.. :D
jus fin eatin my laksa.. parents cooked.. with the prima taste gravvy for it..hahas.. hmms very full nw.. b4 that i've eaten a curry puff too.. so yea.. din had much laksa..
its been raining since afternoon.. even for the past few days.. love it!.. 3cheers for the rainy days!!:D
lastly to say, i've broken up with my stead(if uue noe hu im refering to..).. bud he insisted on waiting for mi.. haiis..
jus don understand y people cant jus carry on with their life.. mit more frens.. noe more people.. and c if des one suitable.. i ting that shld b the way isnt it?.. nvm.. anyway and afterall.. its only my point of view.. may not b wat everyone tings.. ANYWAY, shall jus end here.. ♥♥

2009-02-28T18:25:00.005+08:00

♥ 6:26PM
just viewed yingni's blog.. hahas.. the cute tomato face der.. hahas :D smiles..((:

ytd met shane at the front gate der.. together with mc,jing and vian, we stayed ard the slope der waiting for yingni and baka.. hmmms jing &vian seems to 'like' shane uh.. keep talkin to hur wors.. bud iie was stil mad at SUMM1.. so din really do much talking.. mi,vian and mc went hme tgt jus as the rest of 'em went to have their dinner tgt.. hahas.. anyways.. it was quite a bad day though.. i've hardly never been so angry b4.. of my entire life.. so uue cn imagine what had really happen.. hmms anyways its been settled.. so iie don wanna mention abt it anymore.. ((:
bud we had a conversation at night and shane was so angry llo.. so scary siia she.. hahas.. bud anw.. i've promised to buy her herbal tea.. AND I HAVEN FORGOT ABT THAT KAYS.. (though i'm absent-minded most of the tym) ^^hehes♥♥

2009-02-17T21:19:00.005+08:00

♥9:20PM

hihi.. posting once in awhile.. hahas.. ((: hmmm today almost late for skoo.. lols.. cos waitin for my mum to prepare breakfast.. she cooked sausages.. so took summ tym to prepare.. anyways.. managed to get der on tym.. with my fren whom iie met on e bus.. lols.. she's always ard that tym.. so iie guess i'll c hur everytime im gonna b late.. lols.. :D thats nt quite a gd ting though.. hahas..

hmmm sprained my ankle on sports day.:(

2009-01-27T20:43:00.002+08:00

♥08:44PM

this blog post is done specially for mr mcginn tan :D errms sry.. couldnt msg uue.. hope u cn c this post.. :D received yr msg this morning.. its sweet dear.. tks for it..though uue din call me.. which iie noe uue din do it on purpose.. bud at least uue msged me.. its the thought that counts. tks alot. muacks. :D hmms btw.. wen r uue cumin bak? miss ya lots.. hope uue cn cum bak by this wk.. den iie cn c uue this fri.. hehes.. :D okays barrhs.. iie gotta study le.. im at my great-grand aunty's hse.. using my uncle's com.. hahas.. dam cool llo his com.. hahas.. bies.. cum bak soon.. And enjoy! :D

Loves, JOJO♥♥

2009-01-26T23:11:00.003+08:00

♥01:01AM
first of all, a very happy chinese new yr to all of uue!:D haven been cumin in for quite summ tym.. sry. :D
today is the first day of chinese new yr.. been goin to relatives' hse for visiting. went to my dad's side then abt 5plus headed to my mum's side..lols.. though tired bud summ hw quite happy..especially in my great-grand aunty's hse..hahas.. cos iie cn c my dear cass..hahas..bud iie hate to c e uncle bla bla bla(nt to mention names).. stupid llo.. keep sayin my tings to so many people..luckily din let him c tings he shldn't c.. if nt im gonna die very very soon.. lols..lucky mi!
wonder hw's my dear doin in malaysia.. gosh.. miss him so much.. bud he so bad de llo.. say wanna col mi the next day bud end up doin nth.. lols..
okays.. guess what?.. i've gotten quite a lot of angpao today!.. bud iie guess its nt as much as last yr.. lols.. seems like lots of people is havin financial probs.. GOVERNMENT"S FAULT!:D
hmms.. i've received a christmas gift fm my great-grand aunty too.!(nt as old as what uue ting kays.. lols.. she's kinda cute! )

And lastly.. iie wanna say thank-you to my aunty.. And nt forgettin my dear too.. he has done lots for me .. iie ting givin me mornin calls is the toughest ting to do..lols.. iie wont deny for being a pig in the morning..:D And iie wont forget the day uue cooked for mi!! hahas.. hope uue cn improve yr cooking skills too!(no offence)lols.

I love my white dress and black leggings! tks mum!♥♥

2008-12-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

♥3:36 PM

hmms.. had a bad day.. with my parents quarrelling earli in the morning.. haiis..
anyways.. get to chat with yongmai.. :D:D hmms.. bud he doesnt seems gd.. ting sth bad has happened.. nevertheless.. iie stil got to find out watt it is.. anyways.. pray hard that nth goes rong.. .. ..

Yesterday's JAC JAC's birthday!!
hope she had an enjoyable birthday?? hahas..
stay pretti uhs JACJAC? hahas..♥♥

2008-12-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

♥11:19 PM
its been long since the last tym i've posted.. so sry uhs.. rather inconvenient with my dad's presence.. :D hmms so bored.. and im havin tuition tml mornin.. have to get up earli again.. gosh.. bud its okay.. used to it. anws.. i'll stil have to get up earli wen skoo reopens.. so no diff.. hahas.. :D hmms my dear is sick nw.. hope im with himm nw.. so iie could tkcr of himm.. .. .. iie wish........wish upon a star.. :D

hey hey :D
JAC JAC: sry uhs dear.. din reply uue that day.. ((: hope to c uue soon.. miss ya lots.. ((: hw have uue been? gd?.. attached?

CASS: dar.. HAPPY BELATED BDAE wors!! hahas.. stay cute!! .. And pretti!! ((: hahas.. btws.. stil got contact yongmai marrhs?? iie din tok to himm for quite long le wors.. wonder watt he's been doin.. wonder did he quit skoo.. hope he doesnt uhs?? ((: keep me updated with he does contact uue.. alright sweetie?? :D

ANGELICA: heys angelica.. though iie ting its impossible u'll read tis msg.. bud.. stil wanna say.. HAPPY BELATED BDAE uhs!! stay cute! keep in contact if possible.. ((:

DEAR: dear.. is yr sore throat beta nw??.. hope uu're feelin beta nw.. c lla.. ask uue don drink too much le.. stil drink.. nex tym without my consent.. uue cant drink arrhs.. okay?? promise uh?

ALEX: ally.. so hw??.. 22 c twilight?? would it b okay if iie col mcginn along (my dear if uue wonder hu isit.. :D)??

anyways.. reply soon..
Loves, JOJO ♥♥

2008-12-06T09:58:00.000+08:00

♥9:56 AM
jus fin eating my breaky.. :D hmms saw my blog.. hahas. tks dear.. love uue.. lots((: hmms later gonna have my maths tuition.. starting at 2.. have to do my hw le.. siian.. haiis.. hw cum other skoo no hw bud yet mine's different case.. sadded :'(

anyways.. tks for everything uue've done for muii dear.. :D loving uue always♥
missing you every moment..

I do swear that I'll aways be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better or worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.♥

2008-12-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

♥10:26 PM
jus fin bathing.. hmms.. and iie miss my dear.. miss himm badly.. (: its been 1mth and 2days with him.. hehes.. :D hmms.. my day in co.. wasnt gd.. couldnt get along with the music.. had to practice more.. no choice.. haiis.. iie wasnt fast enough.. iie guess.. :(.. anyways.. nth iie could do.. bud im really stressed up.. with tis co tingy.. and my hw.. and my eng.. gosh.. life has been hard for muii.. lucki ting is.. iie have him with muii.. :D.. i've been wanting to do lots of tings.. bud.. yet i've nt done it.. haiis.. .. ..

shan wans me to go the chalet.. And iie noe she really wish iie cn be der.. with hurr.. bud.. jing is nt goin.. .. ii'm oblivious of watt to do..

im having a very hard time in my life..with watever im doin..helps..
feel really frustrated at times.. god ♥♥

And iie love you.. iie cant stop saying that.. lols..

zhu zhu... dun get stress out ok? everytin also can tel me de.. my ears are all ur's dun worry... i will be there for u de.=) hmm can't sleep ytd...

2008-11-29T12:10:00.000+08:00

♥12:08PM
hmmm.. its been quite long since the last tym iie came in... ((: hmms jus got back fm tpy polyclinic to get the referral letter to sgh.. *for my mum uhs* lols.. hmms.. been goin here and der to accompany my mum - visiting dose heart doctors stuff.. so bored der!! lols.. lucki ting is iie cn stil tok on fone with frens.. hahas.. :D hmms bud iie missed 2co practices.. haiis.. And iie realli have to catch up with the rest cumin mon.. hope iie cn do it.. :D 2days to end of the month.. haiis.. sobs sobs..
And iie miss himm badly.. ♥

2008-11-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

♥7:12 PM
its been quite summ tym since the last tym iie post.. cos was rather "bz".. my dad's back.. And iie had to "entertain" him.. (if uue understand..).. hmms.. anyways.. havent been reali tokin to my piggy le.. haiis.. And iie miss himm.. din c him for like.. 3days or so.. been missin himm every second..

Life is beautiful when you are with me..
I never understood what lurve is til I found you..
You're the one who makes hopes worth sharing, risks worth taking, life worth living, love worth giving, And.. I love you..... ♥♥

2008-11-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

♥9:20 PM

lols.. iie went in to ally's blog.. and iie reali tink he's crazy!! crazy with his paris's stuff.. gosh man!! iie simply cant imagine alex with that pinky stuff on his head!! oh my.. ally's real crazy!! iie shld book appointment with the mental hospital's best doctor to take extra notice on my godbro.. lols!!hahas!!.. hey hey.. mr hilton.. do let muii c uue with that pink extension on yr damn bitchy hair.. hahas.. And don ever tel pple that iie noe uue!! hehes..((: iie ting if yinghua noes abt it, she'll b dam shock.. And wouldnt even stay near uue.. hahas.. And jing wil b laughing like hell.. hahas.. iie cant imagine that.. pink extension on a guy's hair.. wow.. cool cool!! hahas..

gosh gosh.. went in to muanting's too.. got a shock.. din noe marcus and natalie got steady.. hahas.. had lots of surprises today.. ((:♥♥

2008-11-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

♥8:50 PM
hmms.. today went out with piggy and mum again.. lols.. seems like iie've been seeing him almost everyday.. thats sooo cool lurhs.. bud tings would change in 2days tym.. haiis.. sadd :'(. happy moments would never ever last long.. thats one ting for sure with life.. haiis.. my advice to people is to treasure everything uue have nw.. uue might lose them one fine day.. uue'll never noe.. :D
anyways.. went to bugis 12plus in the afternoon.. shop shop awhile der.. actuali intend to get a tube top and tights.. bud end up nt buying anyting.. lols.. shall shop again nex tym.. anyways iie stil have lots of stuff iie wana get.. wallet.. sandals.. lots and lots.. iie wana get sth for piggy too.. hahas.. wonder watt shld iie gt for him.. <33
btw.. iie seem to have met yanting.. im pretti sure its she.. cos she smiled too.. hahas.. summhw.. iie miss my days in pri skoo.. whole gang tgt.. thats so fun.. and cool.. hahas.. wonder if iie get a chance to mit 'em again.. :D

And iie stil lurve my pink fbt.. hahas..:D
okays..gtg by nw.. cos my mum wanns to surf the net.. 886.. ((:♥♥

2008-11-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

♥10:46 PM
hmms jus finish watching 篮球火.. nice llo that show.. hahas.. bud 小猪 abit lame llo.. lols.. duno hw to play den act as if he noes.. though his skill cn beat the arrogant rich guy.. ((: hmms siian.. nth to do.. dont feel like doing hw..lols.. :D morning went out til 7plus with mum and piggy.. actuali went bukit timah jus to get my mum's hair done.. bud in the end the person says its beta to do it later.. in case hur hair gets too dry and everything.. wateva.. anyways we walk walk der for summ tym.. went up and dwn jus to look for a place to sit.. lols.. that sounds wierd.. bud nevertheless, its true.. den thought of playing pool.. so went to tpy.. hoping that der isnt any age limit.. bud sad ting was.. only 16 and above is allowed.. haiis.. arrgh.. hw iie wish im 16 nw..lols. so in the end.. went to j8.. walk walk againn.. eat.. den go hme.. rather bored.. And my stomach cramp is so dam painful lurhs.. bud nt like iie cant walk.. still manageable.. unlike other times.. iie cant even walk.. lols.. ((: hmms it seems like iie kinda.. noe mor abt piggy le.. hahas.. thats gd.. after knowing himm for.. abt 3yrs??.. lols.. hmms wonder if piggy is stil awake.. .. ..
btw.. today iie colled ally up.. hahas.. cos iie reali miss him soo much..(iie meant gd frens type) hmms.. den went chatting.. And he was at vivo.. hahas.. anyways.. hope 1 day we could mit up summ place summ whr.. tgt with our gp members.. hahas.. iie miss yinghua too.. soo long din c hur le llo.. hahas.. .. ..:D

And iie lurve my new jacket, pink fbt, and perfume.. hahas.. ((:tks mum..♥♥

2008-11-15T10:57:00.000+08:00

♥10:55 AM
jus woke up.. And went in straight away.. lols.. ((: And im shocked to c jac jac der!! hehes my dear is der!! lols.. lurrvvy .. iie miss hur lots.. miss hur badly.. real bad.. ((: the last tym iie saw hur, she was soooo bz with hur skoo work.. And iie cant get to tok to hur.. :'(sobs sobs.. wonder if she's stil that bz nowadays.. hope she isnt.. :D oh yea.. And iie suddenly thought of andre.. wonder watt he is doin right now.. guess he is attached?? yea.. shld b.. most likely.. he is soo caring.. he is a nice guy.. And that makes him a good bf.. :D lols.. ok.. beta stop tokin abt andre.. if nt piggy gets jealous.. :P..hehes
tinking back.. iie reali miss those days with vivian, jing, jac jac, qitian they all.. we stick tgt almost wherever we go.. lols.. my gfs.. iie reali do miss uue.. pls cum bak to muii?.. oh my love.. my darlings..
anyways.. i'll b going out later.. with my mum.. cos she'll b doin hur hair... over again.. she dont mind spending alot of money on doing hur hair job done..lols.. hur precious hair.. :D
brb later... loves..((:♥♥

2008-11-15T01:49:00.000+08:00

♥2:02 AM
hey hey.. im stil up.. jus watched a video on snaredrum.. wow.. e guy 是 pro de llo.. lols.. hw i wish iie noe that skill too.. lols.. bud iie'll work to that.. ((: Also watched another video on vibraphone.. trying to learn summ techniques from der.. lols.. quite interesting though.. sth new.. ((: anyways.. im stil awake.. 15 days to the end of the month.. counting dwn fm today onwards.. :D
iie miss skoo.. miss my dearest frens.. miss the times we had tgt.. haiis.. hw iie wish iie could go back to sec1.. the happiest time iie had the first tym was my ltc camp.. miss those days.. ((:
btw.. my dear cass is sick!!.. 怎么办呢？？gosh.. hope she wil b alright few days later.. pray hard.. :D And the worst ting is..........我好想她哦..
And again..jiayou wors piggy.. for yr exams.. hehes :D 加油！加油！♥♥

2008-11-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

♥12:11 AM
im bored.. so tot of cumin up here..haiis.. iie couldnt slp.. And no one is gonna help muii. sadd :'( sobs sobs.. And that summ one is aslp.. god, cn uue pls wake himm up?! :S
hmms few wks past..And yet i've nt done any hw.. oh my.. ... Cn summ one help muii switch my holiday mode to study mode?.. lols.. that was prettti hard.. i tried.. failed :'(
btw.. shan fan .. pls don gt too worked up over those editing stuff.. lols.. it was my fault for nt informing uue that mc has actuali left it in the posting column.. And tks for helping muii again.. i appreciate.. :D
oh yea yea.. And i've realised mc's been pretti tired tis days.. he slpt sooo earli (to muii, that was quite "earli", i guessed :P) lols.. anyways.. exam is round the corner.. work hard yea?.. give it yr best shot.. And iie noe uue cn do it!! lurrvy.. ((:
been wondering whether iie cn finish my hw by end of tis month.. cos i'll b starting my tuitions the following month.. And having all those testss next yr.. gosh.. life has been / wil be miserable..♥♥

2008-11-14T18:33:00.000+08:00

♥6:33pm
went to school this morning for co.. rather bored der.. cos the song is like sooo boring.. and easy.. lols.. anyways i've already changed instrument.. to vibraphone.. quite nice yea.. iie stayed back today jus to learn summ of it.. hehes.. tot of staying der awhile mor longer.. bud qitian had to return the keys to mdm lee.. so i had no choice bud to learn on mon.. sadd.. :'( hmmm surprisingly, mr lee asked jing to take over my snaredrum.. unexpected.. bud she hasn't learn the basic..hw could she b able to do it in such a short tym?.. lols.. bud its ok.. iie believe she cn do it!! with my help.. :D oh yea.. btw.. sry piggy.. for breaking the promises i've made to uue.. though uue said its ok, bud iie do feel really bad.. And iie do understand that it actually bring lots of disappointment..so sry.. bet i'll never do that again.. no empty promises.. :D btw.. shan.. and piggy.. tks fer helping muii all this while with my blog.. tks alot.. and don't "quarrel"over all tis trivial matters.. lols.. its ok.. :D♥♥

2008-11-14T07:20:00.000+08:00

bored..so tot of cumin in.. :D been raining since morning.. so din went out.. rotting at hme!! :( ytd planned to play billard at spansjom.. bud raining.. again.. and summor cant go in.. cos mus b 16 and above.. lols.. Do i even look like 16??.. haiis.. and den wait der with my mum and himmm.. hahas.. so we went to the "arcade".. lols.. thats so cool llo.. hardly anyone inside..((: anyways after that we managed to get back hme & he went up my hse.. again.. lols.. :D the 2nd tym.. ((: bud tis tym he couldnt stay for long.. 5 10 mins later and he has got to go.. thats so sad.. :'(..sobs sobs.. jus like that.. a day has gone.. haiis.. :(..
I've been trying to have my songs uploaded on my blog today as soon as i get back hme.. been figuring out the past half an hr.. and i've finally done it!! yay!! hahas.. lols.. hmmm now.. bad news is.. i've nt done my hw yet.. lols.. no mood for it.. im stil on my holiday mood.. playing everyday and tinking whr to go or wat to do next.. :D lols.. hope my dear will nt scold muii ..((; lols..

2008-11-13T12:16:00.000+08:00

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2008-11-13T05:50:00.000+08:00

hey hey. lols. tks mc and shan for helping muii. tks alot.. loves. hmmm bored. today got sth on at home. got to b back hme earli. thats kinda bored..at home.. :( anyways kinda fun writin here.. lols.. :D oh yea.. jus borrowed 3 books ytd.. and im currently reading 1 of it.. its called "Love in the corner pocket".. a love story with billards stuff.. its nice.. been reading it since i got back hme last nite. cant get my eyes off that book.. even wen im out.. walkin. wierd rite?!.. lols.. :D haven started doin my holiday assignments.. gotta catch up tis days.. always been trying to start bud end up watchin tv. gosh. been wondering whether i could finish it by the end of the month. if not i'll b in deep shit. :P

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2008-11-12T10:05:00.001+08:00

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